I know there is no evidence linking vaccines to developmental problems in babies (or adults, for that matter). I know that thimerosol has not been shown to cause autism. But, I have not seen any clear evidence that the vaccines do not cause problems, either. Plus, I am not a big fan of preservatives. So, vaccines do not sit well with me.I have debated this vaccine issue- what to get, when to get it, which ones we could avoid- for months. The flu shot made me crazy. I did not want to expose Peanut to unnecessary chemicals and viruses-even the dead ones- but what if?? What if he were the one with the flu in the hospital? What if he were the one to get seriously ill or worse from a preventable illness?I quickly read The Vaccine Book by Dr. Robert Sears before Peanut’s 1 year appointment. I found it very informative. He breaks down each vaccine and explains exactly what is in each shot according to the brand and points out the controversial ingredients. He also discusses the underlying illnesses including how prevalent they are and whether they are treatable.Dr. Sears recommends a vaccine schedule if you want to space out the vaccines over time. Some people feel that too many vaccines at once overload a baby’s tiny body. I did feel more knowledgeable about vaccines after reading this book. But, as I neared the end of the book, I still did not know what to do. As I said to myself, “ok, but what do we do- do we get the flu shot or not?”, I turned to the last chapter titled, ” What Should You Do Now”. I am the type of person who wants to know, “well, what would you do?” Knowledge is key, but how was I supposed to know what to do with it? So, I found this last chapter the most helpful. I must say though that I was still was not 100% sure what to do with Peanut when I finished the book.
At the doctor’s office, I compromised. Peanut got the MMR vaccine, but we waited on the chicken pox and the Hep A vaccine until next time. I saw no compelling reason to give them to him right now. I told my husband (who is not afraid of vaccines like I am) and the doctor that I was 90% certain we would not do the flu shot, but gave them the remaining 10% to sway my decision. They did. And, Peanut did get the shot. I don’t know if I did the right thing.
As parents, do we ever?